**I'm Here**

If anyone has been reading the blogs of my children, you know I have still been a little under the weather. Okay, more than a little. I have been tested for every illness known and NOT known to humanity and still no answers.

Today has been better though, I feel much stronger. I hate that this is happening and it is summertime. I am missing so much fun with the children, we had plans to go to the Pagan Picnic this last weekend and I couldn't. This is just not fair to my babies. I need to know how to make it all okay for them. Anybody have any answers or suggestions I can try out?

How do I make this horror and pain they have endured- better?
I used to be able to turn all their fears and worries into clowns and roses but now I am without answers.

I am gonna go get sleep, tomorrow is a new and BETTER day!

In my prayers tonight I am giving THANKX to my best of friends who are here for me everyday! Kel, & Nan I just don't know what I would do without you lately!! The gratitude brings tears to my eyes. I can't say thank you enough.
Of course there are many more strong women that I will say a prayer for tonight, it is just so hard to name you all here. Just know that I love you and I THANK YOU ALL for your support and prayers.