~Long Post-Lots-a-Info-Here~
It has been one hell of a week/weekend ‘round these parts.
First of all, I have been able to go OUT with my friends for the past 3 weeks in a roll and it has been awesome!

Second, remodeling a building that was built in the 1800’s is a freakin’ hard a$$ job!
My kitchen is now Blue and I made beautiful drapes, pot holders, aprons and other kitchen stuff! Yeah- Domestic Me!!
I also made my landlord drapes for his doorways.
I have started on dog pillows for my friend Marie and I will be making Wizard Of Oz costumes for the school. Woooh
The guys finally finished with the roof and we can now go on top of our building and see all of St Louis and it is so beautiful! The 4th of July will be awesome cuz we can see the Arch perfectly! We are even talking about a smallish pool for up there too! Whhohooo

In my previous post, I mentioned a man I met that I was quite taken by. I sent him my number, again, in messenger and...{clickthereadmorelinknow} still no call. Sigh
I was, however, able to google at him this last Friday night when we all went to the park.

Oh-Party in the Park with Trixie and all the little Trixie fans! We had such a great time! My kiddos just rocked until they couldn’t even move anymore! The girls love KW so much and after seeing them in person, they decided that they, too, where going to be singers! Not only that, they mentioned how odd it was that they where almost identical to KW and Les {of Trixie} and to look at them, I have to admit, they do look like miniature Trixie Delight.

M {the man of previous blog entrée} was as handsome as ever and actually spent time near my little piece of the park, of which I was very happy about!!!
Thing is, I have to just shrug and try to breath through this one. I like him too much, therefore, I am totally afraid to talk to him, afraid I might say the wrong thing. I have never “chased” a man and I will not start now and I have to admit, I am a little unsettled that he has not called. I really should not be surprised given the room mate he has. I mean, I really like his roomie, as a friend, just don't like his outlook on women.

I never did what I have already done with M with any other man and I think that upsets me the most. Giving of myself so totally, I was so open……… sigh

I have been single for a year now; I guess I am feeling the need to have companionship again. I know better than to find companionship in a damn bar anyway.

I love to have fun, I love that the past 3 weeks I was able to cut loose with the Trixie crowd that is just not who I am. I deserve better and will get better once my priorities are in order.