~Weekend Update~

Per my previous post: The little boy who ran away is safe and sound at home. He actually walked into school on his own that day after buying himself a candy bar at QT.

This weekend started great! I went to “That One Place” to see Trixie. They rocked as usual and even got 2 of our guys up on stage to sing. We have some great pics from Friday that I may add to my slideshow at the top of this blog.

That same night I met a man who............. I am totally attracted to, I will call him M. M is very handsome and sweet, saved me from having to dance with someone I didn’t want to dance with. We have A LOT in common with each other. M made me feel those damned emotions that I thought I never would feel again; emotions that I haven’t felt since I lived in Florida- circa 1998. *sigh
M lives with a man who is very much a ”pretty boy type” who only likes “pretty girl types” and I am kind of worried that this friend will maybe, somehow cloud M’s perception of me. I really love his room mate, he is a great guy, I am just worried. I am more worried that I, myself, clouded M’s perception of me as he seen my OH-SO-TRASHED hell hole I hide in and of course I can’t just say, “well, it isn’t like this all the time.” And expect him to believe me.

OMG! I like M, maybe too much. I feel like a damn teenager again. I haven’t talked to M since Saturday morning. He allowed me to add him to my messenger last night and I got all excited and giggly- how sickening is THAT….. I plan on seeing him on Friday night, I suppose I will see if he still likes me then, I am just hoping he calls me before then- like TODAY…..yeah….today would be nice……
God, I make me sick…… But it is ooohhhh so good – right now anyway.


So for the rest of the weekend........
I am cleaning, mainly because I am really mad at myself for letting my place go to shit. I am sewing the drapes for my landlord to get him off my back and carpeting the bathroom and installing my pedestal sink. I think that should do to keep my mind busy and off M for the day, don’t you?