~*~Goddess give me a BOOST~*~

Yesterday seemed to really suck for just about everyone in one-way or another. I really hope that today finds everyone doing better. May all headaches be cured, jobs be found, days be easy and productive!

I have got to clean and PACK! I have to pack a lot and get rid of a lot and I have no idea where the heck I am even going yet. There are places that I CAN afford {on my own} but are too small and the “occupancy permits” will not allow and then there are places that I can only afford with BF. We are both totally fed up with St Louis! Really, I have no idea why I am even looking here anyway when my {our} dream is in Wisconsin. I am just trying to keep the kids stable, but the outcome of that seems to be more detrimental.
Sometimes I seem so damn confused! I think, a big move now, though it will be hard on them right now, will get easier in time as the big move will mean no more moves in the future. Then I think, maybe I should wait until they are out of school to move, but by then very close friendships will be made, it will be harder on them and it seems that I can’t even keep them in the same school now anyway. Ugggggg
Confused yet??? I am….lol

I just want to settle down and watch my children grow and grow old myself with a caring, loving man, sit on our front porch in our rockers while he plays his guitar, smoking cigs and drinking cold beer!
Is that too much to ask????
Well, it is almost 10 am and I still haven’t gotten anything accomplished, so I have to get my butt movin’…………
Movin’ movin’ movin’ ….get this booty movin’……..