Think it's time I blog again??



I have been on quite the hiatus from blogger as of late, haven’t I?
I have been……..hella busy! Had to go out and get a job. It is only part time- 29 hours a week, but I have not worked outside the home in nine, that’s 9 YEARS!
So I get up with the children in the morning, we all get ready and hit the door by 7 AM and I get back home by 1:30. By that time I have dinner to think about, laundry to do, homework to help with, kids to clean, and cleaning to catch up on. That is all well and good, it wears me out quite a bit but I do feel better about myself. The thing that I miss the most out of all of this is not being able to chat on the phone with my bestest friends all day!!!! I Miss them- TERRIBLY!!!
{sob, sniff}


So the job is easy, too easy really. No challenge at all. It is telemarketing, selling newspapers for five hours around the USA. I chose this job cuz of my being disabled, it is easy on me and I also get to keep my SSI. Talk about my SSI……I really wish it was the 3rd of the month- I NEED MONEY. I don’t get paid from my job for another week and a half {or so} and my damn income tax is taking for friggin’ ever to get here!
I suppose it be time to break out the ol’ altar and do a little rite. My family is in dire need of money flow now. I need a CAR, I need a home, I need FOOD, I need a DIVORCE and the {of course} a divorce PARTY!! Well, okay, the party ain’t so much a NEED, but it would sure help right now!
So I have a $$$$ Rite but it is an oldie, if any of my most precious Pagan readers have a Money Rite that works, PLZ email me, I would surely appreciate it!


I have to put a shout out to everyone that has helped me in the past 1½ week.
~~ Ch, baby, where would my sanity level be without my balance? Thank you so much for being here with us everyday, thank you for the smile you put on my face no matter how I feel, thank you for being YOU!
~~S…..thank you for the rides, company and labor on my car. You are quite the woman and I am so blessed to have you in my life!
~~Chasmyn….I SOOOOOO miss talking to you but when I do you ALWAYS seem to know how to make it all better! You have always known how to make me see things so differently and that makes life so much better! I LOVE you sister-friend, FOREVER!
~~Tracy, thank you for the donations you brought over the other night. You say it wasn’t much, but I am so VERY grateful for the abundance of help and love. You always give so very much!
~~Ted and Pops, thank you both so much for the love, understanding and rides to work. Where would I be without neighbors like you?
~~A, Nan, and all my GIRLS…thank you all so much for calling and writing just to check on me. I am doing better everyday, I remain positive; I have no choice but to remain positive. I need to get DRUNK…so when we going out again??

Okay, I think that is enough update for now. I have to eat and do laundry. I will try not to stay away too long this time!