No, I have not forgotten about this wonderful Blog! How could I? I LOVE my blog! Life as I know it has been so very crazy and each time I think I can make it to the PC I get turned around in a different direction.

The party last weekend did not turn out like any of us had planned. #1 mistake: Planning party on a full moon weekend.
There was an abundance of drama and I, of course, played a part in that. I did my best to keep face {and everyone else’s} and then I went HOME.
Had a feeling that one of my kiddos needed me and I was right, so I am glad I went back home instead of going to breakfast. I am not sure what the rest of the girls ended up doing but I hope they had fun. Hard to tell cuz since then no one has said much of anything in the group. {humph} Guess I am gonna have to use some of my ol’ “shock-factor” to make them start talking again.
Since that weekend I have made vows to myself, my children and my BF…..
#1…..not going out to “PARTY” so much any more {kids worry too much, BF doesn’t like it so much, gives me a headache}
#2…..stop CUSSING {DAMN IT} where the heck did this potty mouth come from anyway??!!
#3…...Take care of ME!! I am doing soooo very well actually! I have gone from 248 to 200 since 3/15/04 and I eat VERY well!
I have stopped biting my nails- they are long and strong!
I have a JOB! First time in NINE- yes, I said 9 years!!
Looking for a home big enough for my kiddos and I…..just US and no one else! I CAN DO THIS!
Being “forced” to take care of ME and mine is actually a very good thing. I have noticed a lot of changes in the way I feed my children, dress them, discipline them and school them too! They are a lot happier, seems like somehow I was able to relieve them of some stress, now I just have to teach them about MONEY! They seem to think I have it coming out of my ears.

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