~UPDATES~

So after blogging last night I couldn't sleep. I set my alarm for 6 AM and went to bed, like normal but my eyes where not staying shut! I had a ton on my mind and before I knew it, I had stayed awake, bouncing off the walls until 5:15AM! YEP- got a whole 45 MINUTES of sleep last night.

So all that lost sleep was for nothing cuz according to my doc, I am just fine! Unchanged since the last MRI and he don’t want to see me for a year! {WOOT! Doing the happy dance!}
I DO, however, need to go to ALL my other docs’ cuz he is, after all, JUST a surgeon! {whateva}
I swear they are all somehow all in this together splitting the money they make off of me! Like I am a valley ball...I get served from one office over the sidewalk to the next and back again! As long as they keep my brain in my head- it's all good!

SO ANYWAY!
MY JOB......I will be doing phone work from home. I have done this before but the company I was with didn't pay very well at all. I think I will have better luck with this company. PRAY-PLEASE.....

MY FAMILY
Grandpa is still here and will be going to my cousin’s home on Hospice Care. I plan on spending as many hours helping as I possibly can. I want him to be okay with leaving this world. I want him to know that this is a very blessed event, he has lived a very full life with many challenges and hardships and it is just time for rest.
I watch and listen to my mom and aunt. They are being so strong. They where not very close to him, he was just never that way, but close or not, this is HARD. They have so much responsibility falling on their shoulders right now and I am most certain that they do not want it. Nobody wants that. I am just not sure how to help. If I were closer to the family maybe I would know. Right now all I can do is put myself out there and say "here I am and I am available."
The good thing is.... my grandma and I are becoming very close though this. A loss in the family can tear it apart or bring it together. It will be interesting to see what happens to my family this time, usually we get torn apart.