I need LOVE and I need it NOW. I have been single now since March of last year. Single as in - no committed relationship. I gave myself time to reorganize myself, my life, my priorities. I gave myself time to get to know who the real ME is and I have come to find out that I really like who I am. I am a fantastic mother, a great friend, a not-so-great communicator but I am working on that. I am also not so good with my money, I spend it as fast as I make it but I work hard for the money I do make. I do not use my disabilities as an excuse to sit on my azz and get things handed to me and I think that is what I like most about myself. I am strong, I do not quit, I am a survivor and I always will be.

So the past week I have been thinking that it would be nice to find a special someone to share ME with. In the past I did make some bad choices when it came to men but I do not regret any of them. I did not know who I was then so how was I suppose to know what I wanted or needed in a relationship?

I still do not know what I will NEED in my relationships but I am confident that I will be able to find a mate who is compatible.

I have a description of the man I wish to meet. I am going to add it here so when I do become involved, I can come back and see how close I was to describing him.

He Loves children and can still "play" like a child when the mood strikes. He loves to laugh and make others laugh. He is spontaneous but down to earth, dominant but not an azzhole, not set in his own ways, flexible. He is a brunette standing 6'+, not obese but not a "body-builder" either. He is average, cuddly, with love handles. He likes to camp, fish and hunt. He likes to go to the bar with his friends, a social drinker ~only~, ummmm, yeah, not an alcoholic or drug addict, I already had one of each in my life and learned my lessons there. He loves to have friends over to the house to play cards or just hang out but also very much enjoys cuddling on the couch for a quite night of movie watching with only me. He has a good full time job that he plans on staying with for years to come and/or has a plan for school to advance in his career.

What does he get with me, you ask?

Well, I am a mom to 3 children and my body will make no more, but my heart is very open to more children. I am a child at heart and love to play. I love the outdoors, camping, shooting, fishing, hiking....I also love a quite night at home, candle light and a movie. I am very spontaneous, I do not like to be "bored" so I quite often jump up and just GO. I am submissive to my man only and aggressive in life in general. I am a romantic, being the one to start, set-up the romantic scene, I love to pamper people, be surrounded by friends. I live to see my children smile and be happy and I love to surround them with friends also, we have a lot of sleep-overs.
I am 5'9" and lovable. I am disabled but 99% of the time you can not tell, I work hard on myself. I am a seamstress,I clean houses, give full body massages and I work at the school my children attend. I am also now going to school myself for Criminal Justice and will have my Bachelors Degree in May 2005. You can see pics of me at http://www.geocities.com/jagayla/trishspage It is really hard for me to describe myself physically. I am 34 years old and I am looking for someone who is a couple years older than I am and who I am MEANT to be with. If we are meant to be, we will know it as soon as the first date.