~I had a Visitor~

Yesterday was so wonderful! The ONLY thing that could have made it any better was if I had more energy!

My Girl, my girlfriend...Well okay... ex-girlfriend I guess, came for a visit and brought with her the most precious of baby boys! Her son is two years old and ALL boy, he just did not stop while he was here! He loves trucks and playing the drums ~on anything~, running up & down the hall chasing cats and he has the most WONDERFUL laugh! The kind of laugh that would make the most angry person, smile.

OHHHH SMILE, Beautiful and bright, straight from his momma's genes. Amanda has always been very beautiful to me. I remember when I first laid eyes on her at my daughters soccer game. I remember the first time we touched, the first time we kissed, the first time we.....
Well, you get what I mean. Seeing her brought all this back.
Her touch is so soft, SHE is so soft. We cuddled on the couch watching TV and as she ran her fingers though my hair, the great memories came rushing back and I realized how very much I miss her!

We brought up a couple of the great times and a few of the horrid ~John~ times we spent together. Laughed at the mistakes we made and are grateful for the lessons we learned. We were very good together! It is was so hard to see her leave this morning, knowing that her and her little man live four hours away.

Those that remember when Amanda and I were together, living together, also remember the great painful fight we had when we split. Her step-mom remembered, funny thing though, neither one of us really remember what the fight/split-up was really about. We do not need to remember, with feeling like we had/HAVE for each other any negativity we ever had between us was always quickly diminished and we have always held on to the love, no matter how far apart we are. ~Says Amanda: "We let it Pass Like Gas!"~
I guess you can say, the relationship I have with her has always been much better than any I have ever had with any MAN.