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2.15.2005

~Whose Dreams Have I?~

Three nights in a roll I have had baby dreams, single ME, the one that has had a total hysterectomy in 1995, baby dreams? Follow me here and if you have a “Dream Book” please grab it.
Night #1
Yay I am pregnant with triplets! In the hospital they lost the third heartbeat and prepared for an emergency cesarean. Turns out that I woke up with two of my three babies, they were no bigger than the palm of my hand. Get this, the nurses had them dressed, wrapped and placed in a basket that fit snuggly in each palm. They were so tiny! I was screaming for my other baby {hello-TRIPLETS?!} but it was like I was screaming into a void.

Night #2
Friends and I went out on the town; I took the babies with us being as tiny as they were in the hospital. We ended up in a tunnel and somehow I lost them.
After a frantic 2 days of searching, the babies were both found. It was said that they were not breathing. I took them, ran my finger on their bottom lips {ya know, like breast-feeding mom’s do to see if the baby is hungry} and I attached one to each nipple. Even though my milk was dry {from 2 days of stress, I guess} the babies suckling produced enough milk to make them vibrant once again, however tiny.

Night #3
I am at home; at least I think it is my home, with friends. I am arguing with them all about being pregnant. See, out of dream-state, I am physically not able to get pregnant, just not possible. I took about 50 pregnancy tests to prove I was pregnant. I would pee on the stick and get an instant “you are pregnant” line. I was angry that no one would believe me until I had to prove it to them.

Okay, so WTF?
The only one I know that is pregnant, is no longer speaking to me and I am just not sure that anyone else in my circle is actually able to have children.
What does it all mean? If you can, plz help. Thankx


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